Learning to love yourself is a process. This blog is an unedited journal of my journey to find out how to love myself and find the value and worth of ME!
Thursday, December 29, 2011
Post-Op Update
Wednesday, December 21, 2011
Recovery
I am in recovery mode, but wanted to at least post about my progress. The surgery was difficult and the recovery is even worse. I have 5 incisions in my abdomen; one of them is bigger than the others (where they pulled my stomach out). They are all extremely sore and moving is very difficult. They pumped loads of air in me during surgery so I am bloated and swollen from the trauma. I had a local anesthetic in my abdomen until yesterday. My mom had to pull 8 inches of tubing out of my stomach...it was down near my stomach where I am stapled together. This was not pleasant. The pics are a little gross, but as I said from the beginning, I will show and tell as much as I can. I will be able to post more pics from the actual hospital and will give a full rundown of what happened while I was there. For now it's time for me to rest. Thanks again for all your thoughts and prayers.
Friday, December 16, 2011
Tomorrow is the BIG day!!
It has finally arrived! TOMORROW IS THE BIG DAY! Gastric Sleeve here I come!!!
Tuesday, December 13, 2011
Update - 4 Days Away!
I will give an updated total on Friday before surgery. I'm sure with 4 more days of liquids, there will be more weight loss!
Friday, December 9, 2011
Is weight loss surgery the easy way out??
Wednesday, December 7, 2011
Liquid Diet
I told it earlier if it didn't stop crying, I was just gonna take it out! Hahaha...just a little gastric sleeve humor!
Anyway, not much else to say today. Hope I don't gnaw my arm off while I'm sleeping.
Monday, December 5, 2011
The Pre-Op Cluster!
My first appointment was with the Dietitian at 8:00am. She went over the pre-op liquid diet which begins on Wednesday, 12/7/11. It is a little piece of hell. I was told that the purpose of this diet is to basically starve myself and shrink my organs for surgery. Sounds fun, right? Here is how it goes:
Meal 1: Slim Fast Shake
Meal 2: Slim Fast Shake
Meal 3: Slim Fast Shake
Meal 4: Slim Fast Shake
The post-op diet sucks even more so, but the Dietitian said I will not have an appetite so I will have to force myself to drink! Basically it is the same as the above, however weeks 1-3 I can only have 2 oz per meal. Yep you read that right...2 ounces!!
Weeks 4-6 I move on to soft foods (bananas, oatmeal, etc) and I can have 3 ounces. Weeks 7-the rest of my life I can have any foods but my tummy will only hold 4 ounces.
Next stop was the ultrasound of my legs and abdomen. That part went well and the tech said I have fantastic muscle tone in my legs so they will look great when I lose weight! Score!
I packed up and headed to Baylor hospital in Dallas. Went through the paperwork process first then went to visit the nurse. She took all of the pertinent info and I made her make a huge note on my chart: PATIENT HAS VENEERS...DO NOT EFF THEM UP!! Hahaha, ok so it didn't really say that, but trust me it is noted!
From there I went to have my EKG, Chest X-Ray and blood work. This took HOURS!!!!!!!!!!!